Don't be too surprised at the title coz it has nothing to do with heart attack or any sort..Well not in the conventional ways that is..It's more to an emotional attack on the heart..I've been pulled around by women and girls most of my life. I tried to be the person where i could be depended on even thou it gives me a hard time. I tried to be the one who could make my partner happy even if I'm sad. Through out my relationship i am the only one who give in to anything because i tend to love too much. well I'm FUCKING sick of it! yup that's right I'm fucking sick of it! I'm tired of being the nice guy where everybody expects me to make them happy, fulfill their fucking lust to feel wanted, taking care of them even though i know that you don't give a shit about how i feel.I had enough of putting a smile on other people faces while i'm the one who is miserable.No more smiling to all my problems. I want to lay it all out and i don't give a fuck to anything but me.I am numero uno and that is the truth.sick of all those fake lies about caring and wanting and all that shit.please stop. I don't fucking care anymore..I am just tired of being the nice guy where everybody takes advantage of me..I owned my life and i don't owe you haters out there nothing all right. I don't care if I'm a lonely asshole as long as I'm happy and I'm happy being alone..that's right. I'm not going to be the same ol' innocent person i used to be. I surely don't need girls to make me happy, they have been the bane of my existence for a long time now (excluding some girls where i consider them a blessing).huh..so tired of all this crap..i really need to get out of the country and start anew..well farewell shahir and hello Chico!Respect Muthafucker!
these are the new guidelines to knowing who is chico!
-Soy un maleante que jode y yo no doy una mierda a todo el aborrecedores.chupa mi gallo y me llamé papá si usted quiere a pero soy quién yo soy joda a su madre!
-Soy lo que yo am.permite mí ser.
-Trabajo para el respeto.respeto es todo, es usted dispuesto a morirse para ello porque soy.
-You hurt me and I'll make sure you be cold and blue and lying on the floor within minutes!
-You can get further with a kind word and a gun than you can with just a kind word.
-Rules are meant to be broken and i want to break each and everyone of them!
-There are much worst things than death and you'll find out if you ever hurt me muthafuckers!
-Swearing is a second nature
1 comment:
Dude, you're so full of anger. you gotta chill sometimes man. i'm here if you need someone to talk to k.
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